A different Joey

 

 

WoW, I feel really released today...

Everything's gonna clear, and DAJIE knew what I was thinking about & what I need. I don't need to hide anything or pretend to be happy...

 

Happy, yup, I used to a happy girl. Well, Joey, where have you gone, the HAPPY JOEY, please come back!! We all miss you so... much!!

Lucky me, finally I find what I really need; where I really belong to & who I really am!!

 

Sunny outside (except a bit cold) & nice HangZhou~~ What a wonderful day!! It needs wonder mood to enjoy~~

Yes, enjoy!! Life's too short. Don't be greedy & stupid!! Why not enjoy the happiness at every moment??

 

Don't worry, be happy~~

Wanna back home, I wanna back home...

 

How r u guys in our LOVELY GUANGZHOU??

 

Miss U all very much~~

Birthday day== a special day??

 

Maybe today's special~~

 

Get up extremely early this morning, and cost quite a lot of time and money to do a rather tomfoolery body check in such far away hospital.

And spent the whole afternoon in revising the boring essay without sleep.

 

 

No gifts, no big meals, no celebrations, ormay even no regards.

Maybe nobody remembers.

Maybe nobody cares.

Maybe everybody's busy.

 

Or maybe this is called "growing-up".

 

Yes, I am an adult and I should try to face all these with a big smile.

I am "smilejoey", am I?

 

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I have been in the darkness after the Lunar New Year.

 

So many things have happened to disturb me much, and I was broken down.

 

Today, I feel release and relax, for all of you, my dear friends. Thank you.

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I don't know why I chose to using English on my space.
My English, however, is poor~~
I still use English!

 

I like writing, in Chinese.
Using English, gives rather different feel to me.
 
I write slowly; choose each word carefully.
It's quite interesting.

 

I'm busy, but lazy.
I'm confusing, but not in trouble.

I like simple, but I'm always in the complicated situation.

Nobody can help me. And I often feel upset about it.

But since recently, I feel better.

Maybe, I do enjoy being in such way of living~~

Treat yourself a little better than the life treats you~~

 

I am not somebody, I am just nobody.

If you don't work hard, nobody likes you, even nobody knows you.

 

It's rather a long time to contact with my friends, luckily, they are all quire well.

A little better than me~~

 

Someone has found his/her ideal job, and I really envy them.

 

Everyone has his/her aims, and where's mine??

 

Who can tell me??

 

I hate wasting the time, however, except wasting the time, what shall I do??

 

I used to complain the life, complain the God, complain everything. Then, the life will treat you better?

NO!!

Never～～

 

A couple of weeks before, I learnt this from Jorvik:"Treat yourself a little better than the life treats you."

 

Maybe I should treat myself a little better~~